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That lady, NOT SO LADY

bad mood~

last night tio kan!
my laopei really sipei cyee bye nahs!
ask him go die and i really mean it!
not he die jiu shi wo run away from home.

guys, i had nothing lerhs.
all i know is that one day,
i will either die on the road in my dad's car or
i will go mia forever or
i will burn charcol and die with my mama.
so...
really larhs, if all this happened,
that must really be caused by my dad!
haiiissss!

last night dunno what happened to him nahs,
then want race his car with another fcuker again..
then i really buay song lohx,
i want die, however i dun want to die in
such a hong kan manner mahs,
die because my dad de driving sucks?
sipei hao xiao one norhs.
then he cant find that fucker jiu race car back home norhs
BUAY SONG NAHS!
then he drop us, i closed the door damn hard,
then he kaopei liao lohx!
cyee bye, buay song, go kor gao kan nahs!
{to him; if you really get a cyee bye chance to read this posting,
then by all means, read it, and understand why i become
until now dehx MINMIN, not like that newborned
baby that first smiles at you.. really larhs,
when i first know everything, i was like "huh? is this really
my dad? is he really holding that knife? why is he beating mama?
why does he speed? why is he screaming? why is he in that tv?
what is our door de picture doing on that newspaper?
why is his fingers chopped? why is there blood? why is there
a big scar on his arm? why why why?" all this why!
i really cant understand. all i know is that i'm going
crazy with all this why-s and damn it,
i've changed! it's all your fault, so please and i beg you
dun ask me why am i in such way, i cant explain.
it was like, i felt disappointed, too disappointed.
and now i felt the same thing of myself.
A BIG DISAPPOINTMENT..
i cant never be my mama's good girl
and it's all your fault,
i really cant imgaine my future...
maybe tonight i will be killed in an car accident?
who knows?

i'm stressed, fucked up and totally depressed with all this,
nobody i think will even lend me a pair of ears to
speak out and i'm swallowing it back...
LOVE AND FAMILY MATTERS SUCKS!
i want to end all this that hurt me badly, BADLY!!

VOMIT-ED AGAIN!
TWICE AFTER WORK...
HAD DINNER AROUND 7,
AND VOMIT-ED AROUND 8 PLUS 9,
so funny sia.
ewww! the thing throw out taste abit like
nasi lemak*
{paisei if you're currently having that
as supper.}

sian dao. tomorrow maybe no more
OT! i love OT sia.
hahas...

today is in a slackk slackk mood...
no mood now...
unless he msg me now.
kekes...
must be dreaming if that really happens
and uncle, your sweet doesnt work!
those wishes... haiis..
i'm such a kido to believe what uncle said..




2EC'07 IS LOVEDDD!!!












CYEE BYE NAHS!!
my only friend in that pathetic department
kanna fired...
T.T

the stupid old lady hai ta de
i think, no matter what, i'm gonna
figure this out.

LOUDSPEAKER called for Hanifah
in the morning, then Hanifah went
to TERRY's office until very late.
Then later came in at about 10plus 11.
TERRY say Hanifah will be working till
this wednesday, and then i thought it's okay,
i still got wednesday to get her number before
she left mahs.
then 12.30, lunch time, go find yingfang for
lunch, thought that Hanifah had left.
1.20 went back, saw Hanifah's jacket,
mug and stuff were gone! then TERRY
came in and say, aiyarhs, think she today go
better nahs, no point keeping her here anyway.
what the! fired her!! cyee bye.
shed tears~

then heard from those old lady, saying
that Hanifah has been showing them
attitude and stuff like that..
what the! Hanifah aint such person,
maybe her face black is because of some
personal problem? she dun show me
black face this three days. she had been
treating me damn good!!! and
wondering why those san ba like that say
her, still call her ma lai po! cyee bye!!
ARGHHH! feel like scolding them,
then resign sia. told my mama,
but my mama say, bear them larhs!
wahss!! i'm such a useless friend sia.
my darling friend being bullied until
like shit i also cannot help!
she's facing aeroplane lots de problem
and stress which cause her to cut her
wrist sia. i cant even get a chance to
kai dao ta, ta jiu bei chao le!
cyee bye!! TERRY IS A HEARTLESS
CREATURE, CANT EVEN BE CALLED
AS A HUMAN, CANT EVEN BE COMPARED
WITH THOSE BEAST!
ARGHHH!!!

i'm sad and angry!!

heartlessssss!!!
if anybody know HANIFAH,
living at bedok area, please give
me her number. i want to contact her.

DAMN TIRED!!!
work extra extra OT
work until 8.40.
hahas.
kns norhs.

accompany hanifah mahs(;
she's the only one that treated me the best
in the company...
hahas..

the stupid loudspeaker dunno
i OT mahs, then never get me dinner!
arghhh!
xiang er si wo is it?!
then hanifah, treat me with her
crab meat stick plus boiling egg de sandwiches.
okays nahs. tasty.
at least i'm not empty stomach.
hahas.
blah blah blah.

then 8.40m, we went off together to 66
busstop, far sia. (;
reach dao bus stop, her bus came
and she took it, then i bohx liao,
cai take out my phone...
nabei! dad is fetching me outing the building!!!
arghhh! dunno where am i mahs.
then cannot tell them,
so i ran back! cyee bye! later in time sia.
reach!
wahahas.

then go hawker and get mama.
she said i looked pale.
hahas. of course larhs.
so tired liao, wearing long sleeves to run!
siao mahs! then only had two sandwiches for
the night, how to tahan sia!
went home, ate, then bath, vomit..
haiis. no cure, give up nahs...
vomit jiu vomit. better!
hahasss...

just open a blogshop orhs.
selling shoes nahs,
if anyone is interested,
i give you $1 discount.
hahasss.
good ho?
go see first,
but dun have sample nahs.
must wait a few days first.
http://accompaniie.blogspot.com

TIRED!
just pang kang,
today special for me,
work for a short ot.
hahas
work until 7.

very happy,
know two friends,
one is e-far*
{sorry ho, i dunno how
to spell your name,
tomorrow, i will corrrect it(;}
one is ying fang
they're both friendly!!!
E-FAR is my head for the afternoon(;
she's great! we chatted during work,
she offer me tea and even shared her dinner with me.
oh gosh! so touching!
she's having ot same as ying fang...
haiis yo, so kelian, must work until 10 plus!

then today de lunch really surprise me!
3 bowl of porridge, 4 dishes for three ppl
and it only cost $4.50 total!!!
wow!!!
if we eat this for 1,000,000 years,
we'll be a millonaire liao
hahaasss

tomorrow going there for lunch again,
i think...
hahaas...

E-FAR* AND YING FANG,
jiayous!!!(;

just went out with my
hei zhuzhu(;
love her so much arhs.
went to central and shop till i drop,
kekes, joking nahs.

bought a pair of shoes,
my skull mug,
a pink piggy fan,
a skull de photo holder,
2 box-ers.
and that's all i think.
then hei zhu bought me a pink pigglet!!
oh! love it alot.
{hei zhu: i promise you that i will give her a punch
every morning, wahahas(;}
then actually got pink color de
lollypop de!
but then bus 51 came,
i chong lohx! haiis!!!
{hei zhu: sorry nahs, ps you!(;}

receive dao my pay!
wahahas.
not alot!!!
kns.
only $252.00
work for weeks and spend
my $50 within secs.
haahas...

no longer working there lerhs!
haiis!!!
kns!!!
but never mind,
tomorrow going back to the
lee hwa to work liao!
wakakas!!!
so happy!
the pay is higher there!

arghhh!!! i miss my hei zhu badly!
and also the rest of my zhuzhuyijia de
family members!
by the way arhs!
zhuzhu men faster reply my question
at friendster de group!!!

kns!!!
again cockroaches bus!
854 sucks!!
go die nahs!

rain heavily!
arghhh!

handphone cannot use lerhs!
my m1 card tio banned!
cyee bye!
then need pay $18 plus dollars,
got to change number!!!
arghhhh!!!

then last night tio kan!
lao pei kao pei lim bus,
say if i dun want to study,
then go xue yi men ji shu!!!
kns! suay suay, lim pei got into
U he jiu die arhs!
but ho, wont one larhs.
kekes!!!

wait till i get new number,
and i will post it,
or sms everyone(;

by the way,
four leave bakery de,
xiao dian xin taste great!!!
lovesss!!

today damn early jiu pang kang!
1o'clock jiu pack and go alone lerhs..
better larhs,
even thought the pay i've get is
lower, but at least i get to escape two
hours earlier(;

1.10 reach northpoint,
1.15 go bakery buy cake and breads
1.20 get up to bus 854

1hr de bus-trip become 2hr!
because of taxi and buses accident!
one taxi kanna bang by two sbs buses!
kns!
then tio struck in the middle of expressway
with those cockroaches!!!
ewwww~~~
small one big one,
all running about!!!
so dirty! so scary!

finally reach mama's workplace by 4plus!
chat with darryl aka MR BUHAOXIAO &! heizhuzhu(;
kekees

loveeesss

saturday, not a wonderful day...

made my mama cried..
haiis...
she asked me to take out my 6mm
stud from my first earhole..
then i dont want mahs,
she like say dunno when i become
until so huai..

{mama, not i naughty, not i bad,
just that i like myself to be in such
way mahs, got one old saying,
when we are young, must try everything
and anything, then when we're old,
and when we leave this world,
we wont regret anything...
so, i guess mama, you must try to
understand nahs, however if you
really dislike this, i will listen to you,
and be a mama's good girl.
but just for once nahs arhs.
no more changes will be made for
you lerhs(;}

haiis, just got to give up,
anyway, once i hit 18,
whatever holes arhs,
i will go pierce(;
so all kinds of piercing, wait for me,
kekes...
piercing is loveddd~

went out with mama and dad,
first time go out with dad
wearing cb shorts,
he didnt say anything...
but i know he's unhappy about that.
arghh, hack care nahs.
by the way, that cb shorts too loose liao,
walk a few step will drop de,
so got to wear belt, kekes.
superman belt and cb shorts is loveddd!!

want buy plant today...
mama very funny de,
say rose too pretty lerhs,
sure got steal if put outside,
so she dun want buy,
really dun understand arhs,
if you grow ugly one,
you everyday see lerhs,
very du lan, then what for you buy.
hahas...
searching in progress...

then ho, today got a pretty
nick from the ntuc auntie.
she call me XIAO LA JIAO!
kekes.. so happy lohx,
but my mama say,
ni siao arhs? ren jia jiao ni
xiao la jiao, ni zhe yang kaixin arhs?
by the way, why that lao char bohx
give you such nick?
hahas.
then i tell her lohx.
just because i guai lan to that auntie,
but! I'M A PURE GUAI KIA PLEASE!
xiao la jiao, xiao la jiao, what a nice nick!
XIAO LA JIAO IS LOVEDDD!!!

just had my dinner,
and then go bathe,
vomited and then onlined!

done with today de blogging liao.
so.. goodnight, peeps.
you're loveddd tooo...

PIERCING, SUPERMAN BELT, CB SHORTS,
XIAO LA JIAO, MAMA &! PEEPS are loveddd!
lalalasss...

blah blah blah.

today mood swing until like mad arhs.
whole day do what wrong what...
plus that cbw give me a lanjiao comment.
very what one lohx,
i hardworking, no praising one,
i do one thing wrong nahs, i tio kan!!!
kan ni na bu eh arhs!!!
then my maliya help me pack all those books..
sometimes he can be quite kp one...
hahas...

uncle came by to drop those file.
oh gosh! he send wrong.
aiyarhs! then end up unload lerhs
you must upload.
so ke lian...
he's cute sia(;

went off at 3.15...
took bus from interchange to
mama's workplace,
past guo nuer house nearby sia.
hahas(;




blah blah blah...

today the best arhs!
earn 1000+ dollars,
wahahas,
and the best part is that
those customers' stuff
is taken and pack by me!!
wohooo~

had two eggs there..
early in the morning,
grandma cooked me two
boiling eggs and place it
on the table before mama
comes out of her room,
then mama thought is
papa's breakfast, and so
she bought with her.
oh gosh!!! my lunch! saying
byebye to my lunch.
hahas.
never mind,
my house everything also
dun have, but then eggs is
what we have!
wakekes.
nainai used 30mins to prepare
2eggs for me.
hahas.
early in the morning jiu sai che!
go die larhs,
waste my time!
35mins de bus trip become 50mins!!!
arghhh!!!

hurt again!!!
painful!!!
my middle finger tio cut!!

blah blah blah!

{to everybody: whoever got desmond chew's
phone number please write it on my tag board asap!
thank you}

blah blah blah!

damn happy!!
kaixin kaixin!!

morning~
receive dao de first message,
lighten up my day!
boy send me a msg
when i was working..
asking me to go out for breakfast.
wahs!!! cannot go! argh!! missed!
hahas.
blah. blah. blah.

end!

Wahs, exhausted to max!
last night lie on the sofa
waiting for my handphone
to ring...
haiis, bai deng de, it just
become a xi guan to me bahs.

then wake up at 7.20,
went back room to sleep for 10mins
jiu go change clothes lerhs.
blahblahblah!

bad mood sia.

from morning never smile
or laugh until now!
haiis!!!
die die lao nahs!

i swear that
i'm never gonna touch the stove,
the pot, ahyarhs,
just anything and everything
about cooking for life!!!

can you imagine what really happened?
it's all my fcuking dad's fault!!!
shi ta shuo ta yao zai jia chi wan can de.
becos i cook mahs!
then i thought he sipei hungry,
so i cook alot of noodles for him,
then sauce not enough mahs!
blame who.
jiu like that give him norhs.
then he kaopei!
shout with his face black until like shit!

to him:
if you so pro,
cook yourself!
dun kaopei in front of me!
you dun like bu shi bu yao chi lohx!
next time i wont even cook for
any tom dick harry mary jane or ashes!
arghhhh!!!
go die larhsss!!
smoke all you want and
die with your cigg larhs!!!

arghhh!!!
no mood to blog liao.
going to uncle's house later for awhile.

TO that somebody,
{you know who you are}

I've told you that 3 words and
it's the first time I tell a boy that
before he does.

your reaction makes me feel
totally lousy!
am I really that bad??

now I'm trying my very best to
forget you and forcing myself
to get out of your life.
I know you would love me
doing that.

finally I understand what LOVE
is actually about.
seeing you happy, and I'm content.
I wont force you anything le.

I will just dig a whole inside my heart
and burried this feeling for you deep inside
and never take it out lerhs.

just remember,
ni kai xin jiu hao lerhs.




lazy to move lerhs.
hahas.
today got a new boy came.
bookshop uncle.
hahas.
he is secondary 4 next year(;
at first i thought he very dao one lehx.
but then later, he smile at me,
then we had a little chat,
he even teach me how to fold stars,
fishes. (;
so cute.

slack the whole day sia.
hahas.
chat over phone,
sms, and ho!
that fcuking vesmond prank call
me again!
arghs!! ask her go die larhs~
hai wo scold vuglarity in front of my boss!
arghhh!!!

and ho, maybe this morning,
kanna wake by fcuker's call
then not even sleep,
on the way home,
i nearly miss the busstop
because i was sleeping!
hahass

slackkk!


LALALAS.
today bohx work!
wahahas.
good nahs,
no need see some monkey! =xx

celebrate two sick-kos' birthday today!
one is my dad and one is miss wong!
both idiot same day birthday.
but not today. is weekend,
just that we lazy celebrate on that day.

wahs, i tell you ho,
i really cannot tahan my dad lerhs!
where got er zi like that treat mama dehx?
although i'm kind of naughty kid,
i also never like that treat my mama!
as there's an old chinese say,
how you treat your parents, your children will do the same.
since my dad can kaopei my granny over silly things,
then in future, i can also do the same thing to him in return lohx?
i really dunno what is inside his fcuking brain arhs!!
aiyarhs! ask him go die larhs! mai see him lao!
ARGHHHH!!!

boring lohx!!!
whole day eat and eat!
ewww!!
then eat lerhs, you vomit out.
haiis...
must go see a doctor liao i think.

going to be 7 soon.
mama say maybe this weekend will
get me, my white shorts and high heels lerhs!
wohhooo!!!

very lonely arhsss!
want a somebody by my side now,
and that somebody must always be there for me...
T.T

du lan . tired . sick

today wake up at 7,
get card and money from mum for my
maxi black contact lense!
hahas, luckily i know she will forget de.
lalalas.

then went back to my darling bed.
and slept for 45mins more.
brrr. cold!!! hahas.

then wake up at 7.45(;
arghh! hei yan quan go die larhs!

leave house at 8.10.
it's raining outside.
best de umbrella. ewww!
got the name printed on it!
reach bus stop around 8.18?
then waited for about 10mins or so..
bus arrived,
thought i would be late for work again.
however i manage to reach there by 9.03!
still late!

nearly fall down when i was walking toward the school.
because of the drain cover!
kns!!!

then start work at 9.04.

today damn cham!
boss and lady boss came!
oh gosh! cannot slack!
must act guaiguai!
then boss sipei bohx liao lohx!
go take the scanner and the com out.
teach us how to use it..
blah blah blah!
nothing much nahs.
just that the software named iGEN!
hahas. same name as korkor.

actually today work until 11.30 de lohx!
but then...
lalalas.

1pm! we're ready to go!
before closing, got one parent with her daughter
walked past our bookshop.
never say anything, so we hack care,
then we locked the door and walked a few steps lerhs.

the lao char bohx shouted;

convesation

her: eh! why close liao? bu shi 3 dian kwan ma?
me: oh! today special ma.
her: huh? but wo jin tian must buy dao lehx!
wo ke yi xian zai mai mahs?
me: erm...
miss wong: okok.

went back open the door.

her: why jin tian so early kwan?
yao early kwan jiu inform us ma.
na li ke yi zhe yang de!
wo tell ni, rui guo wo gang gang he nu er
qu chi mian bu shi bai lai lohx?
me: sorry! booklist please!

she slowly take out her phone and called..

her: eh! ni si qu na li arhs! ma shang guo lai larhs!!!
me: sorry! BOOKLIST!

slowly slowly take out...

i faster go get her the books.
and then pack and calculate the price for her.

her: eh! eh! this plastic bag po le!
me: orhs!

get a new plastic bag.

her daughter: eh! zhe ge you yi ge xiao dong!
me: orhs!

get another one.

her: aiyo, so heavy! scare plastic bag hui po!
na duo yi lai larhs!!!

wahs! sipei du lan norhs.
get her two plastic bag then still got one in my
hand mahs, then i throw on the table and say

me: NA QU NA QU! PA QUAN BU DOU PO ARHS!

feel like slapping her lohx!
i work there for three days liao,
and this customer was the most ma fan de and
most kaopei de!
cyee why cyee why de! dont let me see her outside arhs.
sure give her free plastic bag on her head arhs!

then went northpoint for lunch,
went nutc with miss wong for abalone.
and then went to spec shop for my maxi black contact.
actually yue jeslin jiejie pei wo qu buy de!
but she didnt contact me!!
neh nehs!



tiring!!

although today didnt have
much customer due to the rain,
but the goods just kept coming in.
what the!!!
then we got to move the "old-er"
goods to somewhere else!
wahssS!
buay tahan!
after placing all the goods,
the room is more cramp now!
aiyo!!
must cut fat lerhs,
abo, cannot walk liao
xpp.

yeah!
tomorrow half day!
wahahas!!!

by the way, today got less than 10 customers.
and ho! i'm a blur sotong,
got the wrong book for two girls.
xpp
{to them: sorry, hai ni men lai duo yi tang!}

i'm tired.

worked today.
as a BOOKSHOP AUNTIE,
at YISHUN SEC.
bookshop auntie is ♥-ed.
look out for me there recently(;

very early jiu wake up lerhs,
because papa pa shu.
hahas. 6 o'clock wake up.
brush up, apply make-up,
make my hair straight abit.
then touch up abit jiu already
wasted half an hr lerhs.
then walk to carpark with mama
and papa.
and set off to miss wong's house nearby.
and waited for her,
because today my first day mahs,
i dunno where is yishun sec,
so need her bring me(;
reach mrt station and took it.
from junction 8 to yishun.

then walk about 800m?
jiu reach liao.

reach the doorstep by 8am sharp!
hahas.
alot of policeman!
diao them, because they very kaopei!
bleah!

then try to remember where each
book is placed!
not easy man!
from sec2e, until sec5n de
book nahs.
so small lohx the place,
because every corner is just
books and books!
wahs! siao bohx?
then from morning sit there,
slap spider and ant,
until about 10 or 11,
our first customer came.
hahas.
finally!
then whole day, got less than 15 customers lohx!

got help up in placing the boxes with stuffs,
and my nose is hurt!
because the stupid box lohx!!!
nehneh de!
the box slide down mahs,
then both hands were by the side of
box, cannot use leg so,
i just throw my nose forward to block lohx.
become red nose!
hahaas

then slack there, nearly doze off sia!

3 pm jiu pang gang!
i love this job,
because i get to move alot.
hehes(;

my ambition is to be...
secret!(;

{to whoever: who's house-phone
or handphone de number is pirvate
call one arhs?
help me prank call this number below.
63752941/63752942/63752940
one day, call 10times will do!
it's vesmond's number!
she's bad! and she's a promise breaker!
she promise heizhu in front of qinaide and mei
that she will not call lao!
however today's afternoon she called
me and prank me by calling my number and
blow wind into the speaker and not talking!
however she dunno i've saved her number,
so i know who she is!}

{vesmond: promise-breaker! nabei!
you dun let me know which school you're
studying in nahs, and best is you called me
a couple of time, i sure report you to
the police, this is also an offence, dun
think it's nothing, because i can sue you!
you dun play with me nahs.
i'm 100% sure if my papa know this
incident, you will be a dead meat!
i haven tell my papa now,
but i have already inform my mama lerhs,
so if i really cannot tahan your nonsence,
then i'm sorry, either i buay song play black
with you or i eat too full, play white with you!
singapore not very small one, i tell you.
so if you want play this kind of fcuked up game,
i will continue with you!}



tired.

went out with qinaide, heizhuzhu, jiamin mei and kaysan(;
AMK HUB for GAME PLAN.
nice movie(;
funny and touching at the same time.
jiamin mei say, i laugh the loudest, also cried the loudest.
qinaide say, the part when it's the most touching part,
she didnt cry, as she saw me cried until like shit,
make her laugh until...

then after the movie,
jiamin mei and i went crazy for a few secs.
hahas =xx
ballet! hahas...
we go do the round and round plus jumping.
hahas...
she's so cute(;

then we go walk walk around amk estate,
not whole estate, of cause. (;
hahas.

then we went to busstop and take bus 74
to hougang mall, on the way, kaysan get down
of the bus to go home.
then the rest of us, continue our way to
hougang mall(;

on the way reaching hougang mall that time,
vesmond called again...
i really dun want to pick!
so ask meimei to pick up the phone.
then meimei dunno vesmond dunno chinese,
and so she kan vesmond in alot of chinese word.
hahas.
then cup the phone,
vesmond still not enough lohx!
called again, heizhuzhu, snatch the phone hou,
jiu kan her again!
kind of scary.
but hei zhu very funny,
from interchange ask her to list five reasons on
why she want me to pick up the phone,
until hougang mall still haven finish.
hahas.
in the end, hei zhu make a deal with her,
if i pick the phone this time,
she cannot call me again.
then we talk lohx.
sipei cyee why!
is she ask me for number de me,
tom, dick, harry ask from me,
i will also give,
she say if i dun accept her as friend,
then what for i gave her my number!
nabei!

anyway! finally theres no more such pest
fan wo lerhs.
wahahss..
thanks to heizhuzhu and jiamin meimei(;

went to library after the call,
we went to the children section!
hahas. we read books sia(;
then play with handphone...
hehes.

6plus soon,
everyone got to go home soon,
so we say goodbye inside hougang mall.
hahas.
sms-ed ruby on the way home(;

really enjoyed my day today.(;
thanks orhs(;

by the way, i saw skull de slippers lerhs!
i want go buy liao(;
hehes



went rivervale mall alone for some
stuff i need.
hahas.
actually gonna meet jiejie they all and
slack slack hang around de,
but her mama dun allow her go out,
then she ask me if i want to go her
house slack bohs,
aiyarhs, go jiejie house also play
com nahs,
so must well stay at home. =xx

whole day, watch tv, eat rubbish!
sure go fatter and fatter,
sooner or later, sure become a sumo*

yeah! tomorrow meeting qinaide!
miss her badly sia!!!

talking to heizhuzhu now..
(;



just recovered from the giddy-ness.
i had thought thru lerhs!

since they are just those passerby in my life,
i shall not attend them lerhs.
all those calls and blah blah blah
will just be another experience in my life,
and anyway thanks.

{ to seah, eunice and nicole meimei: thanks
worhs, sorry to let you guys worried for me.
i'm ok lerhs nahs(; }

{ to that boy:
(hoping that you would get a chance to read this)
when are you free to give me that pathetic answer?
sometimes i really wonder should i let you go,
since you seems to detest me.
never mind larhs, i think, no answer is also a way
to answer my question, loving you is really kind of
tiring...
i'm fully aware that the day i longed for might
never come... }

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i think they call it freedom of speech

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watch me waste my life away

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