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That lady, NOT SO LADY

bad mood~

last night tio kan!
my laopei really sipei cyee bye nahs!
ask him go die and i really mean it!
not he die jiu shi wo run away from home.

guys, i had nothing lerhs.
all i know is that one day,
i will either die on the road in my dad's car or
i will go mia forever or
i will burn charcol and die with my mama.
so...
really larhs, if all this happened,
that must really be caused by my dad!
haiiissss!

last night dunno what happened to him nahs,
then want race his car with another fcuker again..
then i really buay song lohx,
i want die, however i dun want to die in
such a hong kan manner mahs,
die because my dad de driving sucks?
sipei hao xiao one norhs.
then he cant find that fucker jiu race car back home norhs
BUAY SONG NAHS!
then he drop us, i closed the door damn hard,
then he kaopei liao lohx!
cyee bye, buay song, go kor gao kan nahs!
{to him; if you really get a cyee bye chance to read this posting,
then by all means, read it, and understand why i become
until now dehx MINMIN, not like that newborned
baby that first smiles at you.. really larhs,
when i first know everything, i was like "huh? is this really
my dad? is he really holding that knife? why is he beating mama?
why does he speed? why is he screaming? why is he in that tv?
what is our door de picture doing on that newspaper?
why is his fingers chopped? why is there blood? why is there
a big scar on his arm? why why why?" all this why!
i really cant understand. all i know is that i'm going
crazy with all this why-s and damn it,
i've changed! it's all your fault, so please and i beg you
dun ask me why am i in such way, i cant explain.
it was like, i felt disappointed, too disappointed.
and now i felt the same thing of myself.
A BIG DISAPPOINTMENT..
i cant never be my mama's good girl
and it's all your fault,
i really cant imgaine my future...
maybe tonight i will be killed in an car accident?
who knows?

i'm stressed, fucked up and totally depressed with all this,
nobody i think will even lend me a pair of ears to
speak out and i'm swallowing it back...
LOVE AND FAMILY MATTERS SUCKS!
i want to end all this that hurt me badly, BADLY!!

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watch me waste my life away

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